Some of these posts speak of my abuse. Some speak of the loss of my children and the grief and despair I faced through that. Much of it talks about my battle I fight with mental illness. The suicidal thoughts and attempts. The self harm.
Tuesday, November 9, 2010
when i was a little girl my fathers half brother david molested me and my brother. he molested lots of children around this time including my cousins his own kids. i dont remeber alot of it but do have periods of weakness when i have flashbacks of things i dont remeber happening but they happened i guess. he also mmolested my mother when she was a teenager and do not understand why she allowed her own children me and my brother to be alone with him knowing how he was almost like we didnt matter and that she wanted him to hurt us. i am not sure why she allowed him alone to babysit us knowing how he was. i feel some of it is her fault for knowing he was like that and still leaving him alone with us and for us having to go through all that
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