In this Moment
Current mood: indescribable
In this moment my mind is a bit boggled...I have a lot of very confusing mixed emotions... fear, hurt, sorrow, grief, guilt, anger, anxiety, and i dunno what else at this time... alls I know is I am having a hard time just sitting with and feeling these emotions... I want to run and hide from them... I feel alone in a world that has failed me as a child and now I feel like I have completely failed my own children... I want and need an escape... it is getting very difficult crying and sitting and feeling this agonizing pain I feel deep in my heart and soul
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